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Those of you who know me know that I have been through a lot of changes lately, both good and bad. Though each of these changes have affected me in different ways, each of them have served to help if not force me to take a long hard look at myself, and what I am seeing, what I am discovering is this: I am not the person I thought I was, I am not the person I try to be, and I am not the person I was hoping to become. It can very much be said that I myself have been a lie. It has been said that good intentions pave the way to hell, and with all things considered I have been laying down quite a long road over the past few years. I haven’t sat down to think about why I really do things. I’ve done and said things with one intention with things only winding up the opposite, with someone else hurt in the process. I’ve appeared less than honest to some, fake to others and I honestly couldn’t blame them or anyone else for thinking me a villain. What I do know is that I am not good with people, or to them, despite what I have in mind. To any of you who read this, if I have represented myself as anything I am not, said anything and did the other or hurt you in anyway period, I apologize. For the moment that’s all I can say.
posted by Element615 at 6:50 AM
4 Comments:
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I don't think you are asking for advise, but I think it all comes down to love, in the end... loving and the true definition of being selfish... it is ok to be selfish, and when I saw this I mean think of you first, when you see someone who needs water, and you have it, you give them water, but you cannot give water, if YOU didn't have it in the first place. Love you and take care of you first before loving and taking care of someone else. give, don't sacrifice, giving feels better and is more natural, but you have to have water/love for you or in you FIRST... what ever you are going through is temporary, and it will pass like the others... however you have to believe that... because whether you think you can, or you think you can't... you are absolutely right
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~N.Henry
this post could have been written about ME.
you have shown me nothing BUT love. Thats what i know and have seen. even if things get dark with us, those are things i will remember!
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